sometimes i don't believe about love :')

i believe that Alloh, my family, my friends love me more than everything :)
but if you ask me about love where that feeling say about  travelling together with him, dinner with him or make relationship with someone,.
honestly, sometimes i don't believe about that .,
i don't know why ..
 at the moment, i am single , and i am enjoying about that .. :)

i know, i feel my heart is flat,.
like there is no space in my heart to thinking about love :')

so, right now, i want to focus in my study, make them proud of me , and i believe Alloh will give the best for me, aminn :)